Ryne-Carbonite

2010-06-07T18:20:00.003+08:00

If only you would see, that it isn't that black dot that actually matters more.

Tell me one day that you would. Then I'd be a glad man =)

2010-03-25T12:07:00.003+08:00

Will have another test in 24 hours, but I can't put my mind into focusing on the pile of notes.

What I think is my darling deserves a little treat every now and then and it's enough to put me off my notes and think about her again :-)

I find this a hobby wherever I go now, finds it a little odd, finds it a little enjoyable.

2010-03-14T12:23:00.002+08:00

24 hours ago, everything was great. And the --- was great as well !

But I haven't had any dinner yet. That isn't so great.
Because I hadn't eat anything for the past 20 plus hours and feeling a lil tired.

God bless I have so many things to do now. And without sufficient energy.

2010-02-02T00:53:00.002+08:00

Been a regular visitor to the library since I've made my decision to quit CC a while ago. The move is still by far, going strong. But I need more motivations to move my ass into and around the library as they're clearly lacking of books to read, or more precisely, they need more interesting books and less boring text.

Basically I do nothing in the library other than reading current news, drop by at Mahathir's homepage, log on to Kongregate and play century-old games, blah blah. I did read a couple of books on law, but the fact that they looked like a bunch of chanting & praying scripts at times turned me off. But I do just found a book I really liked, recently.

Most of the time, I can't be helped but wonder how much capacity Mahathir has in his brains. Certainly some people can load a cow, but no matter what they're no better than cows. But however wise one person is, he's there to gain benefit for whatever/whoever he deemed fit, and whatever Mahathir mentioned in his blog is directly in benefit to his purposes and agendas, no matter how brilliant he put forward his ideas to. No one is stupid enough especially the likes of Mahathir to mention something that sides the opposite and brings no benefit to himself.

Chinese New Year is coming, in a couple of weeks. While most people enjoy the coming holidays, it only mean more clashes towards my huge abundance of plans, since the few days of Chinese New Year you'll get practically stuck with your extended family (.. think of the red packets as consolation :] ) and again! No valentine's day. Been on a cruel streak where I don't get to celebrate Valentine's for years, and this year it just happen once more. Someone needs to get killed. Or just that I need to go to the temple (.. and also against my stand- There's no superGod to begin with) to ask for stupid unpredictable luck.

Now if you're wondering why I do not believe in God, or in any ways having the intention to brainwash me, hold it. It just won't work. God by itself is a definition of superiority, and the perfect existence. By nature, all is made to drift towards balance of the universe, life to compensate death scientifically, fierce competitions to drive down prices to near cost-prices thus reduce exploitations towards consumers in business, people and attempts to take the empty seats of power, in politics. The existence of God is simply conflicting with the balance of nature, and for the existence of the perfection of God, there must be something totally imperfect by nature to balance it. We can only trace back to history, where people would believe in something they like to believe in, and they liked to believe in the existence of something to control what human can't control, therefore the existence of God. Shall the barbarians won the war, we'll be praying the Sun or trees. It's just.. absurd.

Thinking of absurdities,
I've not enough days to fit in all my plans. I don't need less burdens. I need double the time. Just that (:

btw, Black Ransom the movie, is nice. At least, better than expected.

2009-10-03T01:09:00.004+08:00

Hello Steffi (: hahahahaha

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Mooncake festival's up. Go get up and munch one, guys !
God, someone's making my heart beat (:

I feel hyper after 36 hrs down
Lols.

2009-09-09T01:38:00.002+08:00

Do you remember or should I rewind
To that summer when you caught my eye
I played it cool, the weather was hot
You had the beauty and the beach on lock

With your flip flops, half shirt, short shorts, mini skirt
Walkin' on the beach so pretty
You wasn't lookin' for a man when you saw me in the sand
But you fell for the boy from the city

I was like, "Hey girl, can I get your number?"
I remember what you told me too
"Don't call after ten" But you know that I did
'Cause I couldn't stop thinkin' 'bout you

I think about you in the summertime
And all the good times we had baby
Been a few years and I can't deny
The thought of you still makes me crazy

I think about you in the summertime
I'm sittin' here in the sun with you on my mind
You're my, my summertime

Do you remember, I'll never forget
Touchin' your body all soakin' wet
The water was cool, the feelin' was hot
Kissin' on you while the ocean rocked

In your strapless sundress, kickin' back, no stress
As long as we was together,
'Cause we were feelin' young love and we couldn't get enough
Baby, I could reminisce forever

And now I'm like hey girl, don't you know I miss it?
And I wonder if you miss it too
Never thought it would end 'til it did
Now I'm here and I can't stop thinkin' 'bout you

I think about you in the summertime
And all the good times we had baby
Been a few years and I can't deny
The thought of you still makes me crazy

I think about you in the summertime
I'm sittin' here in the sun with you on my mind
You're my, my summertime

Summer ended, winter started
It got colder when we parted ways
As the seasons change

Winter melted, spring, I felt it
Summertime will never be the same
My summertime

I think about you in the summertime
And all the good times we had baby
It's been a few years and I can't deny
The thought of you still makes me crazy

I think about you in the summertime
I'm sittin' here in the sun with you on my mind

My summertime

2009-08-25T01:01:00.002+08:00

Most people live by the standards set by others. This is the modern world. BUT what exactly creates a modern world? Revolutions, revolutions, revolutions.. and plenty of them. Where the weaks got sick of getting suppressed by the strong ones, where the poor exploited by the rich, and so on. From powerful landlords to equal power among peasants. From absolute power to democracy. In the end, the weak ruled and so they became the majority. The power-to-be of today.

The world is full of people like these, incapable, incompetent, and definitely far from intelligent. They set the rules we obey in our everyday lives, the standard we live by in our today's so-called modern world. Where people live only to study, work, breed, retire and die. We're no more or less different from the chickens or cows we breed to feed upon. They live to get slaughtered. We live to serve the modern world, serve people whom we called employer, strengthening the global economy, and continue to feed the world of more money, when money grow because of inflation caused by overpopulation of man.

We live by these standards everyday. Where everyone is equal. They call it fair. By suppressing the strong to live among the weaks. So the weaklings can drown the strong ones by sheer number of majority alone. I can give several examples on how the majority system works. The entire world, if not the majority would think that the Earth is flat, if it wasn't for Christopher Columbus who traveled the world to prove it otherwise. Back then, if you challenge the idea, you might probably get the death penalty, drink poisons or worse come to worse, being accused of practicing black magic. And getting burnt at stake. Or that Galileo Galilei sentenced to prison then to house arrest simply for proving that the Sun lies motionless & supporting the Copernicanism.

Some of us who realised that we could no longer live by the standards set by the 'majority' will attempt to break free from it. Many would fail, because they do not know when to strike out to break free. Trying to stretch out a hand only to get drown by the 'majority'. There isn't an exact figure for this, but more and more youngsters know they have the potentials others do not know of, and they're being suppressed by our current education system, and most of all, parents and peers. They who brought us to the world, most of them would have an idea of what we're going to be in the future. Doctor, lawyer, professionals. Where their kids would grow up to these jobs and work in an air-conditioned office. When we push forward our interest or ambitions, they'll shoot it down even before we're done talking. Getting your hands dirty or working under the sun is a BIG No No for them. Because the society will look down upon these people, which is their kids.

When we date, we'll have to see the colour or race of the opposite gender. Normally a typical Chinese would not date an Indian or Malay, because they will be shunned by the society and face objections from their family. The reason is the same. They're afraid that they'll get looked down upon by the society. By the people around them. Because these people around them will talk bad about you when you do it. When you cross the line of ethical codes. Because they dare not cross the line, they'll enforce the ethical codes or standards even further. And will shun those who disregard the modern day living standard set & followed by everyone else who dared not follow their heart in making decisions and only comply to these rules.

This is how the majority system works. Where many wrongs make a right. You can say that if everyone thinks that the world is flat, then the world is flat. Because you'll get killed if you don't say what everyone says. Because it happened many times before once upon a time ago. Just that our current situation is different. The world is proven to be spherical. But the concept is still very much the same. We who stand on the world, live by standards set by others who are neither capable nor competent.

We can only break free from it when we rise above the others, and having more money and power than ever for others to listen to what we say. Then when we die out, the world will get populated by these people again. And so the cycle goes on & on.

Human rights is a double-bladed weapon. Their activists are the cause of the world today.
Equality benefits most people, because most people are without potentials. And they fight for equalities, by sacrificing the ones with the potential to stand out from the rest. If Alexander the Great or Napoléon Bonaparte were born into the era today, they would stand no chance either.

I've originally written this somewhere, but I think it'll be okay to share it here somehow.
Enjoy (:

2009-08-13T23:54:00.007+08:00

Food & Hotel Malaysia '09 Exhibition
Kuala Lumpur Convention Centre [ 13th August '09]

Chocolate Man! (: He's real!
& whacking ppl with his stick

The best & tastiest I've found there,
Korean Udon

& the Korean uncle is kind enough to
give me one pack of those,
which is not SOLD in Malaysia, yet.

-mine & only-
this Korean Udon, only 1 pack in M'sia

ended up damn bloody full for the day. May go again if there's another time xD

2009-08-12T19:50:00.012+08:00

NCWO Dinner @ KL [ 11 August '09 ]

Yes, no mistake. It's our PM in there,
with Minister of Women, Family & Community Development,
Datuk Seri Shahrizat Abdul Jalil.

Overally, the dinner is about overpaid Mixed Rice
and a bunch of speeches nobody understands.

the "Tapai Ice-Cream"
& the immediate sour face expression

2009-08-10T22:31:00.003+08:00

some stupid cat just scratched me on the hand today. Twice -.-
I'll kick another if I sees one again.

2009-08-07T21:07:00.003+08:00

feeling very sick, did not even sleep last night.
won't be able to make it to badminton tomorrow : (
sorry friends, but i'll stand up, no matter how sick i get.

2009-08-03T22:53:00.004+08:00

birthday updates:

and i don't like my new haircut =.=

steamboat :)

my princess sleeping in the garden xD

2009-08-03T22:50:00.001+08:00

Everything didn't turn out the way it should be. Perhaps it's time to go back to the roots. =)

2009-07-25T22:47:00.004+08:00

Something really bad about malaysia, is that everything seems to die out way too fast.
but it could be something good, once in a while though.

politicians hoped for their never-ending streaks of scandals and corruptions to die out. Tragic news of accidents caused by unscrupulous individuals or party(s) vanished into thin air after 1 or 2 week, no matter how much attention and protest it garnered at first. People got away for blasting another being with a bomb, or prominent businessman for killing a kid years ago, what's all this? Promises made before general elections, mentally unstable royalty holding wife hostage, law enforcers committing crimes themselves. This is the world today. Or rather just our country alone.

well, some other things die out faster, for the betterment of things.
But i shall not mention what are these. And it's won't be any of those above.

for things change, and keep changing before we all know they did.

2009-07-21T22:55:00.006+08:00

Refer to- chedet

KAKI DALAM KASUT

Dr. Mahathir Mohamad

on July 20, 2009 5:58 PM

1. Di forum anjuran Gempita dan UMNO bertajuk Kedudukan Raja-Raja Melayu dan Orang Melayu dalam Perlembagaan Malaysia di Zaman Liberalisasi dan Globalisasi, saya ditanya oleh seorang pensyarah Melayu dari UIAM (Universiti Islam Antarabangsa Malaysia) apakah saya pernah fikir untuk meletak diri saya di tempat orang bukan Melayu (put yourself in the shoes of a non-Malay) bersabit dengan diskriminasi terhadap mereka di negara ini.

2. Saya percaya penyoal berpendapat orang bukan Melayu berasa amat tertekan dan kecewa dengan "ketidakadilan" terhadap mereka di Malaysia (oleh Kerajaan yang dikuasai oleh orang Melayu).

3. Saya tidak tahu samada penyoal ini pernah bertanya kepada tokoh bukan Melayu soalan yang sama iaitu perasaan orang Melayu akan keadaan di negara nenek moyang mereka yang mereka sudah jadi kaum yang secara relatif termiskin dan masih ketinggalan.

4. Jika beliau bertanya dan tokoh tersebut menjawab secara ikhlas, beliau akan dapati bahawa orang Melayu amat kecewa dengan kemiskinan relatif mereka sehingga terpaksa meminta-minta sepanjang masa dan juga ketinggalan dalam pelbagai bidang.

5. Mereka cuba yakin mereka adalah tuan di negara mereka tetapi mereka tahu sebenarnya mereka bukan tuan. Orang bukan Melayu yang menjadi tuan yang sebenar.

6. Kerana mereka rela berkongsi negara mereka dengan kaum lain, kaum yang berasal dari tamadun yang lebih tua (4,000 tahun) dan lebih berjaya, hari ini yang sedikit yang ada pada mereka pun hendak dipisah dari mereka.

7. Fikirkan hanya berkenaan Dasar Ekonomi Baru (DEB). Agihan kekayaan korporat dalam DEB ialah sebanyak 30% bagi bumiputra (walaupun mereka adalah 60% dari penduduk) dan 40% bagi kaum lain serta 30% bagi orang luar. Tetapi setelah diusahakan selama 39 tahun bahagian yang terdapat bagi mereka ialah 20%, sedangkan yang terdapat bagi kaum lain ialah hampir 50%, walaupun mereka hanya 26% dari jumlah penduduk.

8. Nilai harta milik bumiputra pula berjumlah 15% sedangkan yang baki dimiliki oleh bukan bumiputra disebabkan harta di bandar bernilai lebih tinggi dari di luar bandar.

9. Tokoh bukan Melayu yang cuba duduki tempat Melayu (in the shoes of the Malays) jika ikhlas, akan rasa kekecewaan Melayu melihat hampir semua perniagaan dan perusahaan serta kekayaan yang diperolehi darinya dimiliki oleh bukan Melayu. Segala estet rumah mewah juga diduduki oleh bukan Melayu. Sikit benar orang Melayu yang tinggal di estat mewah ini. Lebih ramai yang tinggal di kawasan setinggan.

10. Mungkin semua ini disebabkan kesalahan orang Melayu sendiri. Mereka tidak guna peluang yang disediakan bagi mereka. Ada yang salahguna peluang-peluang ini pun. Tetapi jika seorang pengayuh beca diberi sejuta Ringgit, apakah ia akan dapat berniaga dan berjaya dalam bidang ini.

Semenjak negara mencapai kemerdekaan lebih 50 tahun yang lalu, isu ketuanan masih menjadi bincangan ramai, terutamanya kaum bumiputera, dan sekali-sekala bagi mereka (bukan bumiputera) yang mendakwa ditindas ketidakadilan disebabkan diskriminasi terhadap kaum bukan bumiputera. Tun Dr. Mahathir di sini telah mengubah topik dari Meletak Diri di Tempat Orang bukan Melayu, ke Meletak Diri di Tempat Orang Melayu. Adalah patut difahamkan bahawa negara yang kita semua duduki pada hari ini, adalah negara berbilang kaum, di mana kaum berlainan menyumbang kepada pembangunan negara pada tahap and kadar yang berlainan. Dalam statistik yang dibentangkan, pemilik aset terbesar di negara adalah kaum minoriti, sementara kaum bumiputera yang membentuk peratusan populasi tertinggi di negara hanyalah mempunyai aset yang sikit bandingannya, fakir miskin dan tinggal di setinggan majoritinya. Di sini, tidaklah diperlukan ahli sains roket untuk mengetahui sebabnya.

Masalah ini sebenarnya bermula pada era sebelum kemerdekaan, apabila kaum bukan melayu dibawa masuk ke Tanah Melayu untuk kerja keras, perlombongan, dan perhambaan. Disebabkan bukan dalam negara sendiri tetapi duduk dan kerja di negara asing, adalah perkara biasa untuk kaum-kaum ini untuk bekerja jauh lebih keras untuk membawa diri di tempat asing. Sifat positif ini dibawa sehinggalah hari ini, dari generasi sebelumnya untuk dicontohi oleh generasi-generasi seterusnya. Pada waktu kemerdekaan, kaum Melayu menuntut apa yang difikirkan perlu (sememangnya wajar) untuk mengekalkan hak-hak sebagai kaum asal di tanah ini. Kaum lain hanyalah boleh menuntut sebarang hak minima seorang rakyat yang perlu ada. Oleh itu, kaum bukan bumiputera perlu bekerja lebih keras untuk hidup dalam keadaan serba kekurangan (hak secara bandingan), dan trait ini telahpun diwarisi sebelum kemerdekaan, dan dalam masa lebih 50 tahun atau dalam 3 generasi, implikasinya terhadap pembangunan negara menjadi sangat ketara.

Dari masa kemerdekaan, para pemimpin negara cuba menerbalikkan keadaan ini (jurang kemiskinan antara kaum) dengan memberi lebih peratusan kuota dalam mana-mana sektor kepada kaum bumiputera, mewujudkan lebih kuota, mendirikan institusi-institusi yang membantu kaum bumiputera semata-mata, dan lain-lain lagi. Tetapi, adanya pepatah, "berilah seorang lelaki ikan, dan dia tidak akan kelaparan sehari. Ajarlah lelaki itu menangkap ikan, dan dia tidak akan kelaparan selama-lamanya." Pepatah ini dengan jelasnya menunjukkan situasi yang dihadapi oleh 2 jenis kaum (bumiputera & bukan bumiputera) negara ini, secara analogi. Sememangnya orang Melayu wajar diberi hak istimewa sebagai kaum asal di tanah ini, tetapi lebihan hak hanya akan menyebabkan seseorang itu hanya bergantung pada "ikan" yang diberi oleh kerajaan dan pemimpin-pemimpin pada masa itu. Sementara itu, kaum bukan bumiputera telah serba-tahu akan cara-cara "menangkap ikan di sungai", adalah wajar difahamkan bahawa sepuluh ikan yang ditangkap, yang menangkap perlu diagihkan jumlah bahagian yang berpatutan, tidak boleh hanya mendapat enam, dan yang selebihnya kepada yang tidak mahu benganjak dan belajar sendirinya.

Satu lagi perkara yang saya ingin sebut di sini, adalah berkaitan dengan salah satu kempen yang diilhamkan oleh bekas Perdana Menteri yang sebelumnya, Datuk Seri Abdullah Badawi, yang tujuan kempennya adalah untuk "memansuhkan" perlunya untuk menjelaskan bil elektrik di bawah RM20, penjelasan yang diberi adalah untuk membantu golongan miskin yang bil elektriknya di bawah RM20, dan golongan ini dengan mengejutnya terdiri daripada 80% daripada populasi negara. Walaupun banyak yang menyokong (bayanglah 80% populasi negara), dan selebihnya tiada apa-apa komen, langkah ini sebenarnya tidak membantu pembangunan negara ataupun negeri itu sendiri. Oleh sebab kempen ini hanyalah untuk mereka yang dicaj kurang daripada RM20 sebulan bagi bil, mereka akan mengekalkan faedah ini dengan mengurangkan kadar elektrik yang digunakan, dan juga mengurangkan bilangan peralatan elektrik, ada yang sepenting komputer dan sebagainya. Malah tidak akan kita tahui jikalau ada yang tidak mengunakan komputer dan peralatan penting lain dalam era globalisasi moden ini semata-mata untuk faedah RM20 ini. 80% atau banyak sebahagian daripadanya akan kekal hidup dalam keadaan ini, dalam serba kekurangan informasi sementara yang lain telah melawat angkasa lepas. Pemodenan negara perlu adanya korban, di sini yang dimaksudkan ialah kita tidak boleh kerap membantu yang dipandang lemah, kerana mereka ini tidak tahu dan tidak akan berdiri sendirinya, tidak seperti yang dilakukan oleh kaum lain di dunia ini. Lihatlah jauh pada negara Amerika, mereka ini tidak mempunyai apa-apa, pergi ke tempat orang dan mendirikan negara sendiri sehingga menjadi negara terkuat, dan mata duitnya digunakan di seluruh dunia. Tidak bolehkah kaum bumiputera di negara kita, berdiri kuat tanpa sokongan mana-mana pihak? Jikalau boleh, tidak adanya persoalan seperti ini sejak lebih 50 tahun yang lalu.

Sebenarnya, masih tidak lewat lagi untuk membaiki keadaan pada hari ini. Jika dilihat pada tamadun-tamadun yang berjaya pada masa lampau, amatlah senang kita tahui sebab utamanya- golongan terpelajar. Golongan terpelajar adalah salah satu sifat penting dan sama dipunyai oleh semua tamadun berjaya, dan ini adalah kerana wujudnya sistem pembelajaran (education system) yang jauh lebih baik berbanding tamadun-tamadun yang lain pada masa itu. Hanya dengan adanya sistem yang efisien, barulah sesebuah kaum itu mempunyai daya saing dan boleh berdikari, walau di mana jua.

11. Social engineering bukan hanya dilakukan oleh orang Melayu sahaja. Sosialisme dan Komunisme juga merupakan sejenis social engineering untuk mengurang atau menghapus jurang antara yang miskin dengan yang kaya. Mereka juga tidak berjaya sepenuhnya walaupun mereka mengguna kekerasan yang dahsyat. DEB dilaksanakan dengan berhati-hati tanpa kekerasan, tanpa rampasan dan sering dipinda apabila menghadapi tentangan dari bukan Melayu. Apakah persepsi orang Melayu terhadap DEB?

12. Lihat sahaja sejarah perjuangan Melayu. Pada Pilihanraya 1955, diwaktu mereka menguasai 82% dari kawasan-kawasan pilihanraya, mereka rela memberi sejumlah yang tidak kecil dari kawasan - kawasan mereka kepada kaum lain dan mengundi calon dari kaum-kaum ini sehingga menang melawan calon Melayu lain (PAS).

13. Kemudian mereka anugerahkan satu juta kerakyatan tanpa syarat biasa kepada kaum lain sehingga peratusan rakyat Melayu jatuh dari 82% kepada 60%. Siapakah yang lain yang pernah lakukan yang sedemikian?

14. Pada ketika itu nama rasmi negara ialah Persekutuan Tanah Melayu. Apabila Semenanjung Tanah Melayu dicantum dengan Singapura, Sarawak dan Sabah, perkataan "Tanah Melayu" digugur dan cantuman negeri - negeri ini dinamakan Malaysia. Dengan itu hilanglah identiti Melayu dalam nama negara sendiri. Tidak pula mereka tuntut nama-nama lain digugur.

15. Tidak seperti di negara-negara yang membenar hanya bahasa kebangsaan mereka sahaja untuk semua sekolah nasional, orang Melayu bersetuju bahasa Cina dan Tamil dijadikan bahasa pengantar di sekolah bantuan Kerajaan. Bahasa Kebangsaan (Bahasa Melayu) tidak menjadi bahasa kebangsaan seperti di negara-negara jiran dan di Eropah, Australia dan Amerika.

16. Dan banyaklah lagi korban yang dibuat oleh orang Melayu supaya kaum lain mendapat apa sahaja yang dituntut oleh mereka, demi keamanan dan perpaduan rakyat dan negara.

17. Apakah gamaknya perasaan tokoh yang meletak diri di tempat orang Melayu, terhadap semua korban ini? Apakah dia masih fikir yang orang Melayu harus korban segala-gala yang dituntut daripada mereka?

18. Dengan rencana ini saya tetap akan di cap sebagai racist oleh racist bukan Melayu. Tetapi kalau mereka sanggup menerima yang benar, mereka boleh banding korban orang Melayu pemilik asal negara ini dengan korban mereka untuk kepentingan negara ini.

19. Saya berpendapat jika negara ini hendak aman dan maju, agihan kekayaan dan kualiti hidup semua kaum hendaklah adil (fair) walaupun tidak sama (unequal). Janganlah hendaknya mana-mana pihak atau kaum tanggung beban kemiskinan yang keterlaluan, sementara kaum lain hidup mewah. Mengumpan sokongan dengan mengambil hak satu kaum untuk diberi kepada kaum lain bukanlah caranya - lebih-lebih lagi mengambil dari yang kurang berada untuk diberi kepada yang sudah lebih berada.

To be continued-

2009-07-15T20:17:00.003+08:00

updates guys! (:

somehow today's trip to Alex's place seems a lil different from our usual "routine" there, since Alex, as usual is transportation impaired, at least to what he refers himself to. Hahahaha.. but instead of me taking charge, this time I made Park the new driver in town (at least in Subang LOLS) to take the wheels. Of course it's a bit nervous la, but not as nerve wrecking and we made it there in one piece. the only thing is that Lizhi slept till I woke him up =.= frigging fella kept me waiting until I can't tahan and call him.

Left 4 Dead - Blood Harvest Campaign

Left 4 Dead - No Mercy Campaign

had an hour of L4D before walking off to Lunch, the cybercafe has this speaker that emits "welcome again" or some kind of shit like that, and of course we casually replied- we'll be back - Lizhi went to the ATM machine to withdraw some $$$. And the usual nutty us will say thank you and rob him, just that this time we failed. Lunch at the usual restaurant and some random chit chat and back to business.

returned to the CC and the guy by the counter laughed when he saw us really meant what we said. another few hours of L4D in Advanced mode ( yeaa its our new mode, damn difficult now ) and even if the zombies and special infecteds don't kill us, Park will, with his notorious friendly fire. I remember trying to execute this move, I jump, I shoot, Zombies Die... in the end it became- I jump, He shoot, I died =.= wth, but all the teamwork and stuffs, we made it through. Another few hours of COD4 top it off to 5 hours straight, bringing hours of sitting our butt flat to a total of 6 hrs.

CoD4 Shipment

The hours sprinting and killings in the narrow CoD4 Shipment map really causes our head to spin. The headaches are on but can't just stop killing. All the flying RPG's, C4's and knifing ( it's humiliating to get killed by a knife okay.. =X ). It's just damn shi0k. Died so many times, respawned and died that instant =.= macibek Lizhi kept knifing. I remember knifing Alex and Lizhi 7 times consecutively non-stop till I summoned the Attack Chopper XD Hero of course, the usual rambo Park Sang Hyun. and who can forget the mass RPG spamming? Alex and Lizhi did really well considering they have not touch CoD for a long time already.

'Sister Ster' gave me permission to sleep. LOLS you're weird!
Uh i really want to sleep now, but I can't afford to miss my 9 o'clock show.

stupid mosquitoes damn annoying la.
will be back to flatten these flying dudes up later ;)

2009-07-06T21:10:00.006+08:00

It is supposed to be a morning outing, but due to late confirmation by ChongDee, we still made it through the afternoon (:

Went to Park's Condo to take him to OUG.

Park and his new Renault 7-Seater. Look at his proud korean face ;D
Picked up Alex then went on to the same cafe we always makan.

My Meal. NOtice the dual-color juice. Seafood noodle same as Alex's.

Alex and his......

The Cybercafe we frequent whenever we're at his place. Alibaba O.o

Us in action. Left For Dead [ L4D ]

We set the difficulty slightly higher. One charging Tank and all went down :-(
Although setting the highest kill normally, Babi died a lot of times today. Haiz.
Alex a.k.a Quad the sole survivor. Not for long though HAHAHA

from left- Alex, Park, Chong Dee, Me (:

Chong Dee and Park chilling out after a game.

so long. gotta go!

2009-07-06T09:54:00.002+08:00

having terrible body aches now.
i can literally feel the stress on my disintegrated muscles everytime i move,
cracks and frictions on the joints as well. can barely walk :-(

2009-07-05T22:13:00.002+08:00

damn exhausted today. continuation from ytd.

went for melannie's b'day cause of suetteng.
reached home late at 1.30am because everyone went to Taipan McD
just to hang out. jeralynn & desmond emo'ed while the rest gossiped =.=

this afternoon met up with markus and kok hee for bak kut teh
then badminton with heng ji at Tmn Megah court.
i can feel my body cracked haha.. just kidding la (:

ugh spent so much :-(
July 04th - RM 288
July 05th - RM 60

my wallet is already feeling much lighter now. no good.

and yea, happy birthday liuqing ^.^

2009-07-01T22:14:00.002+08:00

days have been rather unpredictable.

By the way, I've been receiving a lot of calls today.
and some are uninvited, or rather unwanted calls.

Paintball will be up on Next Saturday, sorry Park,
have to postpone your thing as I have 3 things clashing on this Saturday alone,
and yeahh, gratz for your new License. Get us around man! =D

2009-06-29T22:02:00.007+08:00

went for some small grocery shopping with sis (:

the sister who's kind enough to go through all the troubles just to get her bro the 30bucks reload

yet the same sister who, without another thought take his 50bucks without giving back the change

The Sister & her Boyf Shern

cibekSis suckKao my 20 buckss. watch out

2009-06-25T21:23:00.000+08:00

not feeling well.. will update soon ><

2009-06-25T15:49:00.003+08:00

The Road Taken

TWO roads diverged in a yellow wood
and taken by fate not to travel the usual way
not being able to split into two,
looking back to the path I should have taken
wondering where the hand is now leading me to
to the undergrowth I would never walk alone

Never looking back ever since
although path looked obstructed without end
only with slight rays penetrating canopy
left passing one step at a time
uncertainties, being led as if blindfolded

doubtful, but walking the steps you left
lead my hands over you, for the unlikely rain
oh, if only I've taken the the less stormy route
where possible traveled even in solitary
but the hand, once clenched with caution
now keeping the company never found

The declining warmness in between
reluctantly slipping from contact, abrupt
paranoia gradually gripping from within,
Lost, surrounded by unearthly, falling leaves
two roads diverged in a wood, and I-
casually allow myself to take unlikely hand
And that has made all the difference

2009-06-22T02:36:00.010+08:00

deleted post.

2009-06-21T18:50:00.008+08:00

dude,always as sarcastic
haha (;

-xander-shoot me please.Thank you.lalalalalalalala~ says:
eh dick
when free
wanna go watch movie?
-ryne says:
eh balls
bila pun boleh
-xander-shoot me please.Thank you.lalalalalalalala~ says:
lol
-ryne says:
ah
yea
-xander-shoot me please.Thank you.lalalalalalalala~ says:
dick balls
-ryne says:
btw
-xander-shoot me please.Thank you.lalalalalalalala~ says:
good pair
~.~
-ryne says:
i will be back on thursday
coming thurs
-xander-shoot me please.Thank you.lalalalalalalala~ says:
u pergi mana?
-ryne says:
negara cina
-xander-shoot me please.Thank you.lalalalalalalala~ says:
u are there now?
-ryne says:
no
esok hari
-xander-shoot me please.Thank you.lalalalalalalala~ says:
o
go there 3 days for?
-ryne says:
folo dad's b'ness trip
-xander-shoot me please.Thank you.lalalalalalalala~ says:
oh
hmm nice
-ryne says:
wednesday midnite back la
so consider thurs
-xander-shoot me please.Thank you.lalalalalalalala~ says:
have a nice trip and dont get AH1N1 please
-ryne says:
lols
-xander-shoot me please.Thank you.lalalalalalalala~ says:
anyways my last exam ends on this thurs
-ryne says:
i dapat, i give u souvenier kay?
-xander-shoot me please.Thank you.lalalalalalalala~ says:
so nice timing
slap u
-ryne says:
yaya nice timing
-xander-shoot me please.Thank you.lalalalalalalala~ says:
i reformated my comp
=.=
-ryne says:
just finish then u get h1n1
oh cool
-xander-shoot me please.Thank you.lalalalalalalala~ says:
kena spyware pulak
-ryne says:
i give u foc service u takmahu
-xander-shoot me please.Thank you.lalalalalalalala~ says:
zzz
not enough space to back up
i bought an external hdd
-ryne says:
foc sama ur external hard disk mahu?
once-in-a-lifetime-offer dude
-xander-shoot me please.Thank you.lalalalalalalala~ says:
=.=
-ryne says:
no one foc for you
haha
-xander-shoot me please.Thank you.lalalalalalalala~ says:
still as nutty as ever
-ryne says:
this ur good fren offer saja
-xander-shoot me please.Thank you.lalalalalalalala~ says:
okay i gtg fathers day dinner
=.=
-ryne says:
okay
ttyl
-xander-shoot me please.Thank you.lalalalalalalala~ says:
see ya around man
-ryne says:
man
-xander-shoot me please.Thank you.lalalalalalalala~ says:
byes
-ryne says:
cyaa
plan!
-xander-shoot me please.Thank you.lalalalalalalala~ says:
kay
-ryne says:
=)

Last message received at 6.49pm on 6/21/2009

always nice to have a friend like you

2009-06-21T15:57:00.007+08:00

shit. how in the world... to know more about yourself, click *here ^^

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

[sometimes it's a major disadvantage. I know what is it, but I won't elaborate further on this]

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

[by the time I realized it.. anything and everything does not fall into right place anymore.. ]

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

[the reason why it took so long for us to take off.. and it leaves little time for us before.. ]

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

[ahahahahaha.. I'm not into relationship right now]

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

[unfortunately, I can't keep my ass in place to study for a longer period of time]

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

[focus has always been a major issue to me. . I get carried away and absorbed into things, but most of the time, only the slightest distraction will crash and ruin everything]

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

[confidence is there because we know well of our own capabilities, and willing to try new things out. nothing new in this]

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

[o.O lols. suet, remember what I said about control? and yeah, I've blasted her a lot already ._. ]

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

[sometimes I find myself rather predictable, but it's a typical nature of man to seek for challenges, therefore it's okay not to sit still for long, plus I get quite uneasy on the inside not doing anything at all ]

2009-06-21T11:11:00.002+08:00

will not be in Malaysia from tomorrow onwards. (:
back on the 25th

2009-06-18T20:37:00.003+08:00

Not feeling so well today. has been going out for many days already. Capsquare KL for today (:

boring but expensive place. there's a TGV there, though i highly doubt there would be anyone going for the movies in such an isolated place. the entrance to this site is hard to notice too.

the traffic jam in KL. more headaches. ><

from the rear view mirror. did I mention the STAR LRT above is so ground-shookingly noisy?
i feel like it's gonna collapse anytime soon

need some rest for now.
thk you suetteng, you have been such a great company lately.

gratz for taking charge of your life now xD

who says we can't live without a particular someone? (:
it just takes some time, right?

2009-06-17T16:15:00.003+08:00

Photo - Ryan Cabrera

A photo can say a thousand things
But it can't say the million things I wanna say
A photo can capture the way we were
But it can't capture the way we are
'Cause you're far away
What it's like to know you
What it's like to touch you

When you told me that you loved me
were those just words?
You can't tell me you don't need me
and I know that hurts
'Cause I'm looking at your picture
'Cause it's all I've got
Maybe one day
You and me will have one more shot

Timing lost minutes and moments
And I might be lonely girl
But I'm not afraid
In a second
It all comes right back to me
Nothing's forgotten now
Yeah everything's saved
What it's like to touch you
What it's like to know you

When you told me that you loved me
were those just words?
You can't tell me you don't need me
and I know that hurts
'Cause I'm looking at your picture
'Cause it's all I've got
Maybe one day
You and me will have one more shot

You were my life
you were my faith
You gave me hope every day

When you told me that you loved me
were those just words?
You can't tell me you don't need me
and I know that hurts
'Cause I'm looking at your picture
'Cause it's all I've got
Maybe one day
You and me will have one more shot

2009-06-17T15:00:00.001+08:00

HELLO, IT'S OFFICIALLY OPEN NOW =)

the first post is your idea! =)

2009-05-22T12:14:00.001+08:00

checking new template. working just fine (:

2009-05-03T22:16:00.003+08:00

Let me find out who is the writer of the virus im SO gonna kick his butt turn his head 360° break all his yellow teeth use a plyer pull out his tongue sterilize his ****

stupid virus disables juz frigging everything even my taskmanager and antivirus

yesterday was like worst.. everything i typed turned upside down wdf.

i cant even open a damn file or a stupid picture im so pissed right now.

help lar...

2009-04-06T22:14:00.011+08:00

though several people has expressed their favor over the current template
[if you dunno, its the frigging blog design lar.. ]

somehow i still don't like it.
it feels so.. dark. feels nothing.

you know.. n0thing

Therefore, erm.. anyone wanna help me with a new design
[ and a chance to mess things up too hehe.. ] i would be really grateful.
And yes, once the new design is completed, you can have this template being used at present if you're really fond of it.

[ its really really nice, juz that i cant bring myself to appreciate this beauty. blame me .__.]

its really hard to concentrate in studies nowadays considering all the things that hashappened over these few days, lately, but still, time is running out, ticking off. have to study. fast. no time left. in fact. no enough time. crap.

do contact me shall you have a new idea to bring colors to my blog.
thank you very much. in advance. thank youuuuu.

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btw, there's this blog of mine with little known of its existence.
the archives of my poetry work, though in small amount.
and some other work worth looking through.

For link, click here

Ccleaner

2009-04-03T09:05:00.004+08:00

I decided to clean my computer of its trashes after series of heartbreakingly and "breathtakingly"*ahem slow-running periods at regular intervals.

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and amazingly trashes that amount to 250mb[..dots]
i rmb there was a time where i actually cleaned out 500mb -___-
ccleaner is totally awesome XD

therefore i tried to update/upgrade it to the latest version

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The Power of Malaysian Broadband service by Streamyx.
Isn't it COOL? its so frigging fast, its 2.7kb/s like totally wdf

Streamyx never fails to be the party pooper.
Welcome to Malaysia~!

randomNess

2009-04-02T14:46:00.007+08:00

Shavers anyone? LOLS =D

FOuNd this picture somewhere~

I never know my blog is being visited [cuz of the deadness, duh]
till my friends say they actually do. well, shall post more haha..

I'm busy now, just ponteng a bit to come here ^_^

xD

2009-03-11T16:59:00.002+08:00

It's 5pm. I'm slacking with studies way behind time.
I'm one Textbook behind my schedule. Zzzz.. wtf..
I should finish one textbook/week -_-

to say.. i'm not actually a very good blogger,
due to the fact whether i don't feel like telling out all the little small details of my life..
or i'm reluctant to tell any at all. Thus the rarity.... haha..

how lame ._.

i have a tendency to log in/out of facebook nowadays..
which is quite... out of a sudden.
i thought i've lost interest in that...... facebook o.O
actually yea.. except slotting in some lame comments to ppl's profile..

boredom stacks on everyday laaaa... got anything to do or not?!
CIS! grrrr...

dun feel like blogging.. ciouz

2009-03-08T00:21:00.004+08:00

of 2 & 3's

2009-03-03T22:10:00.005+08:00

el0x all~

life's haven't been colorful these days,
and studies made commitment doesn't help a bit.

Instead I took some of my time memorizing the value of pi..
haha.. I memorized up to 187 numbers than felt lazy..
so there it stops for the time being ><

I'm addicted to this lame game here.. well for only today.. hehe..
For link, click here

and so my score =D muahahaha...
try it out if you can~!

err.. GTG now.. study maths Zzz..
buaix and be back, not-so-soon xD

To My Dear Friend

2009-03-02T08:17:00.001+08:00

LOLS what else? Happy Birthday HengJi!
haha, though it's quite late. Internet has been down for days.

The following song...

2009-02-19T00:35:00.002+08:00

although i rarely post...

the following song, i dedicate it to my "kai" mei..
cheer up okay xD i'm with you

Betrayal

2009-02-18T23:55:00.011+08:00

12 Betrayal.mp3

Betrayal =/

My Love has gone away
quietly after a hundred days.......
This is what she has always said she wont stay,
for more than what she can repay...
i can still hear her say....
there i'm not hearing tender play,
the Day she let me kiss her was a display,
of Love to those who she betrayed

How can i put someone to the test
when i thought i got the best...
until the taste of bitterness then i regret,
but still i wont detest,
the love i can forget..
like Someone who has left..

How can i leave someone for the rest
when i alone facing the best...
until they take some try to reason i regret,
but still i wont detest,
who i can Never forget ...
like Someone i once met....

I can still hear her say..
there i'm not hearing tender play
the Day she let me kiss her was a display
of Love to those who she betrayed

How can i put someone to the test
when i thought i got the best...
until the taste of bitterness then i regret,
but still i wont detest,
the love i can forget..
like Someone who has left..

How can i leave someone for the rest
when i alone facing the best...
until they take some try to reason i regret,
but still i wont detest,
who i can Never forget ...
like Someone i once met....

How can i put someone to the test
when i thought i got the best...
until the taste of bitterness then i regret,
but still i wont detest,
the love i can forget..
like Someone who has left.........

_______________________

Kor Lurves You =)

CNY Eve Dinner

2009-02-01T21:43:00.014+08:00

Chinese New Year. Rotting at home 7/9 days LOLS

BTW, one great thing about is probably the Reunion Dinner, the dinner before Chinese New Year xD We have it in OneWorld Hotel, if it doesn't seem familiar to you, its at 1Utama haha..

Package about RM1000+
The only thing is that they no longer have a 4 pax menu, so instead, we ordered a 10 pax menu, with 4 person to makan!

and the FOODS muahaha~~~

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Daddy, Mummy and Sis on the YeeSang ~ xD

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The Shark Fin delicacy ~ xD

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Seen how big actually the fins are?

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OMG HUGE PORTION muahahaaa~
unlike the normal braised shark fins, which can hardly taste any of them =X

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The Fatt Choy Hou See
Oysters on the outside, varieties of Mushrooms on the inside~ =D

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The Mushrooms on the inside. Go and count how many types hehehe

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Roast Chicken.. this is sooo frigging tasty wei =)

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The Almighty Fish~~~ on our dinner table =D

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Look at those teeth- If its alive, I'll probably run man.. =X

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PRAWNS.. you just wanna eat them whole if it wasn't because their shells are hard >.<

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Lotus Leaf Rice, I translated it directly from chinese LOLS

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I don't know wad is this called, smthng like "nian gao" in mandarin,
fried into this.. crispy crispy golden dessert =b

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White Fungi with papaya lols ^^

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My sis SHiOk SeNdiRi~~ xD

Pull to the right`

2009-01-20T22:55:00.002+08:00

if you haven't realise, there is a `Pull` Link at the top right corner.
That is if you're wondering where the c`box may have disappeared or hide to.

my blue heart

2009-01-17T02:50:00.003+08:00

tonight i felt the loneliness
i guess nobody likes that type of feeling..
but whenever i tried, tried to reach you..
you pretend as if you were non-existent nowadays..
somehow through the mist of mystery
everything fades out literally but my feelings
they were pumping out of my heart ever strongly
do you still remember the blue heart we shared?
i dont feel blood flowing through me anymore..
its always blue without your dear presence

through all life obstacles and challenges
i've come to face them with nothing but toughness
sometimes i fall into a hole i know not of depth
somehow you were there, to talk my way out,
just how your voice silenced all troubles within
your little, lengthy call is what i've been looking forward to
alas i found a patch to my worn out heart

here's all my effort trying to reach you
you're just not responding, putting them in vain
is there any other way to find or see you again
i just wanna fly to your place, just wanna hear..
no other than the voice my heart's longing for

i continued my journey of climbing uphills
again a stone made me tripped tumbling down..
when i looked up i knew how far i fell behind
but to set my eyes straight i saw no destination
here trying to gather my everything to move on,
only to realise a simple fact that makes it impossible to carry on.

the promises i made, were not in my backpack for these few days
without them you simply leave me alone here wandering..
but again, how do i climb the mountain with a blue heart?

Baby

2009-01-16T23:52:00.004+08:00

Here tonight, I dedicate the post to the unlikely one.
Through the difficulty of your mum, "Long Long" giving birth to you,
and only the 5 strongest of all 9 siblings, you're one of the lucky 5.
The rest did not live to see the world, only within 1 week.

Of the five, your size was of the 2nd biggest, therefore you're baby no.2
but your rate of growth is unparalleled.
your time with your siblings was only 1 month,
before all was sold but you, and officially the "Baby Long" of the family.

You never get to carry the bell that went `Long `Long `Long, like your mum.
You never get to wander around the house, only within the kitchen area.
Your happiest moment was running around the garden,
your feet on the grass and soil.
Your diet differs slightly from your mum,
you have not learnt to eat bread properly like her...

You were the biggest eater, the obvious one sitting in the bowl when pellets are served, which is always your way to have the best share of food.
All the babies stop breastfeeding by 2 weeks,
you were the only one that went on for 2 months.

When the 4 were sent away, my mum was the one who could not care less,
Ironically, your absence was felt the most by her.
I have not seen the tears for years.

I never did pamper you like how I did with your mum.
No massages, no carrying around the house, no talks, no caressing,
no variety of food, no hugging, no nose rubbings.
You had only seen the world for barely 2 months, only behind cage.
I never had much time for you.

Hereby, I tribute, tonight, my time, my words, my sorrow, my feelings.
The memory of you shall remain somewhere permanent,
both in heart and written form.
Baby Long, also known as Baby No.2, forever you are,
the irreplaceable Baby of the family.
May you rest in peace. You shall be remembered, and live among us,
........as memories

Jan 07 >.<

2009-01-06T22:59:00.002+08:00

JANUARY 7th YEAR '09,

time never fails to pass by silently..

and finals result be out by 21st JANUARY,
leaving 14 days in between and the agonising wait?
LOLS

well if Monash University accepts the result, then i'll probably take the earliest batch, if not, then retake 1 or 2 exam papers then delay maybe few months...

overall today is quite a tiring day, so i'll go to sleep earlier for now since there's nth much to do anywayss.. so nitess xD

2008-12-30T11:57:00.001+08:00

Revival Under Construction ^_^

Links

2008-12-30T10:59:00.006+08:00

Links

HengJi
WenPeng
ChunTat
MelWin
John
Jordan
SinKuan
LikXiang
FeiXiang
KahHo
Priscilla
Anna
SzeLynn
Fiona
WaiCheen
LiuQing
JiaMin
AngYee
Michelle Kuah
Yit Tze
Rainnie
Steffi

Closed

2008-09-13T23:18:00.004+08:00

Sry as i have temporarily closed the blog due to lack of time.

Be back soon.. perhaps after my finals.

Internet lagggyyy ftw

Tag o.O

2008-07-24T21:55:00.004+08:00

well, to start with, this is a wayyy weird tag..
Tagged By Heng Ji

but still a tag . let's get on with it .

The Music Shuffle Meme
1. Put your iTunes/ music player/ phone on Shuffle
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. You must put down the song name no matter what.

After you’ve answered all of the questions, tag 5 other people and then let them know they’ve been tagged to the meme themselves.

1.What would best describe your personality?
Nobody Knows - Babyface [well, perhaps?]

2.What do you like in a guy/girl?
I Will Miss You - Ronan Keating

3.How do you feel today?
Nothing's Gonna Change My Love For You - George Benson

4.What is your life's purpose?
That's Why You Go Away - MLTR [yea, life is get going.. ]

5.What is your motto?
Helpless When She Smiles - Backstreet Boys [...]

6.What do your friends think of you?
First Love - Utada Hikaru [ ...hahahaha ]

7.What do you think of your parents?
You're Still The One - Shania Twain

8.What do you think about very often?
Words - Boyzone [well.. more likely numbers?! ]

9.What do you think of your best friend?
Against All Odds - Mariah Carey

10.What do you think of your crush?
Questions - Blaque

11.What is your life story?
Love Will Keep You Up All Night - Backstreet Boys

12.What do you want to be when you grow up?
When It Comes - Tyler Hilton

13.What do you think when you see your crush?
Story Of A Girl - Nine Days

14.What do your parents think of you?
Home - Westlife

15.What do strangers think of you?
Something Right - Westlife

16.What will they play at your funeral?
Hurt - Christina Aguilera [ what coincidence.. :) ]

17.What will you dance to at your wedding?
Girlfriend - Avril Lavigne

18.What is your hobby/interest?
I Wanna Be With You - Mandy Moore

19.What do you think of your friends?
Because I Love You - Stevie B

20.What song do you listen to when you are sad?
Breathless - Shayne Ward [em..]

21.What song do you air guitar to?
Drowning - Backstreet Boys

22.What should be your signature karaoke song?
Feels Like Tonight - Chris Daughtry

23.What is your greatest desire?
Love You Lately - Daniel Powter

24.What does next year have in store for you?
Stop And Stare - One Republic

25.What's your outlook on life?
Wait For You -Elliot Yamin

26.How will you die?
Chasing Cars- Snow Patrol [oh god..]

27.Do people secretly lust after you?
Shi Jie Mo Ri - Jay Chou

28.The best advice you will ever get
Something About The Way You Look Tonight - Elton John

29.What will I be doing for the next 3 months?
Reason For Breathing - Babyface [A2.. myGod]

30.What do you think of the person who tagged you?
That's When I Love You - Aslyn [..so gay]

31.What will your future mother-in-law be like?
It's Not Over - Chris Daughtry

32.What is the favourite song of the doctor who will help deliver your baby?
Time After Time - Quietdrive

33.If you wrote a book, what would it be about?
The Rose - Westlife [how romantic..]

34.What sort of world ruler would you be?
Everytime I Close My Eyes - Babyface
[malaysian style.. close 1 eye]

35.Will you ever get a dog or cat?
Miss You Finally - Trademark [Got dog.. rabbit]

36.What would you say at your Oscar/Nobel prize acceptance speech?
The Way - Clay Aiken

37.What is your superpower?
Take Me To Your Heart - MLTR

38.Why are you attracted to enigmatic brooders?
Tearing Up My Heart - N'sync

Further Tag - Melwin, SzeLynn, Pris, WaiCheen, AngYee

Good Luck For All .

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